God Writes The Skript - I Just Say The Lines!

Why is my inbox flooded with notifications about people getting virtual gifts when I don't even have that notification setting checked anymore??? Can anyone tell me what this is about?

60 and counting ... *lesigh*

now 263 email notifications in my inbox/trash... this is really annoying!!! why today of all days does everyone give everybody virtual gifts?!

I actually don't have anything important to share or to say other than that I am SO looking forward to see Sam and Dean on screen again!!! :) How the Apocalypse will be handled, the relationship between the brothers... god I need time to pass quickly because I need to get my hands on this ep as soon as possible... thank god for downloads ^^

I noticed that quite a few people are fans of Christian and Oliver, the gay couple from the German soap Verbotene Liebe... so today I caved and am watching the whole playlist some user put together with all the "Ollian" scenes in very condensed version. I mean they are good actors but it's so awkward to watch... I need like 10minutes for a 5-min-vid... for real! ^^

So the weather is positively dreadful and I was feeling a bit nostalgic so I started watching Supernatural Season 1 agian, to pass the time... but in the first ep, the Pilot, what the hell is up with those voices. When I heard Sam utter the first sentence I was like "NO fucking way!" Very strange indeed.lol

I just finished watching CoE - Ep4:

No! Tell me they didn't!

Okay, if they don't make this right with some sort of miracle, I am fucking DONE with Torchwood!!!

So I know this is not really relevant to anyone except me, but I have so far only seen the first episode of series 3 because I didn't have internet for the rest of the week but now I'm DLing like crazy because I want to watch the rest in one go... BUT I read some non-spoilery feedback and I'm SCARED!!! I guess I just wanted to get that off my chest >.<

So as you may or may not know I moved into the dorms this semester and it's great and all, but I realized that your private life isn't as private anymore as you'd like it to be... Especially when it's about your lovelife or sth. So on thursday there was a party at our residence and it was really cool and we have lots of Italian erasmus students. they really know how to party and I just can't resist a man who can dance so at the end of the night I was making out with one of the guys who is not on my floor however for which I'm thankfully now! because on saturday there was another party and he was working as a DJ (he can work the turntable REALLY well...) and it was awkward to say the least... we danced for like 5 secs or sth and then he moved on to another girl which was fine by me because I knew from the start that I wasn't the first girl in a veeery long line of girls and that I wouldn't be the last but he's really acting weird about it... I mean it stayed at making out because I didn't wanna take him with me to my room and maybe that's his problem but when I saw him today on campus he was just like "hey" and totally distant where as he would always give me a kiss on the cheeck to say hello... nothing big but just a nice gesture between aquantances... and the situation right now is just so weird because I knew no relationship would come out of it, I was fine with it but he's making it awkward and I have no clue why *pout*

...it's annoying because I'm the woman here and for once I'm not being complicated at all! *lolz*

Hm, so now I can proudly say that I watched all 5 seasons of QaF. ( What I think... )

Dunno, just needed to put that down somewhere *teary smile*

I prgressed to episode 5 of season 5 and I just have to express my glee at Brian quoting from "To His Coy Mistress" by Andrew Marvell... he' hot, sexy,... and knows literature. Tha might not be anything but for somebody who studies English Lit at Uni, it's great and a really nice clin d'oeil :) 

 You rulez, Brian *squeee*

So I just started seaon 5 and I am a bit confused. The scene where Brian talks to Michael about Justin never coming back... the bits where we see Justin being fucked by (presumably) Connor, is that just in his mind or does that really happen? It's not too clear in the episode somehow... hm.

Thanks in advance ^^ lol

So... wow, I really have been absent for a long time... 26weeks according to livejournal lol. Anyways I am back with a little fic. At least it was supposed to stay small but then somehow I ended up with 2k and some... would you look at that.lol.

Title: Anytime
Author: LovelyLadyLooks
Warnings: slash, RPS Jared and Jensen
Summary: Christmas!AU. Jared and Jensen are teenagers living in the same town... and they're boyfriends. A surprise visit on Christmas with a bit of angst thrown into the mix (and yeah, in case you were wondering, I suck at writing summaries ^^ *lolz*)
Rating: PG
Music: I was listening to Ray J's Anytime in the background. That's where the title comes from too. The lyrics don't exactly fit but the meaning is the same :)

 

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So, I guess this is me venturing into new territory so to speak :) I have written my first Real Person Fic and yeah... It's J-squared lol. I absolutely love and adore Jensen Ackles and his interaction with Jared Padalecki... they have this chemistry and you just know that they are bestest friends and not just posing for the fans to give them what they have to see... they have each other's backs and that's what my fic is about. 

Also I have to say that I really don't mean any disrespect and I didn't mention Jared and Sandy's break-up to judge them but to... well you have to read for yourself! :) It's short so yeah... sometimes less is more :)

Title: After the end
Author: LovelyLadyLooks
Warnings: none... unless you didn't know jared and sandy's engagement was broken off and that they broke up
Genre: gen but you can read it as slash if you like... depends on how you see it, really

OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well... so I guess I never really got around to talking about it here but one of my newest kinks is RPS and of the Jared Jensen variety... I love reading fic about them, there are some gorgeous videos on youtube too but even pics alone with the two of them just tell how deep their relationship (romantic or otherwise!) is... 

And now I just saw the vid on youtube from Dallas con 08 were Jared announces that he and Sandy are no longer engaged... I mean I love JaredandJensen but I never really wished for Jared and Sandy to break up (for whatever reasons now...) and seeing jared obviously really thrown and unbalanced really had me blinking away tears... I just want to squish him and now I understand all these posts about Jensen sending his family to dallas so that they could support Jared... I adore them, I really do! =)

JENSEN is LOVE!!!!!

Life was just crazy these last weeks.

First I had my last midterm last week but unfortunately that didn't stop my professors from giving me loads and loads of other stuff to hand in and yeah... today I have a quizz and I could only start studying yesterday... and if it hadn't been fpr a friend of mine from the same course who called me to study together, I probably would have started only this morning... so now I studied with her yesterday and now I'm behind on some other stuff (I have to hand in my term paper in lit and it's due next thursday... but I haven't even finished reading the book yet and it's a 300page monster with 3 novellas... life can be so good *snort*

Other than that, I now found somebody to stand in for me when I wanna go to Luxemburg and I have handed in the request... now it only has to be approved... at least there is hope *tries to think positively*

But enough with the bitching... we have 34degrees here in Salzburg right now and it's wy too hot to get worked up... and tonight there is a dorm party and a friend of me inited me even thugh I don't live in the dorms (I might next year though *yayh*) and I think I'm in for a fun night... with drinking, dancing and beer pong, or so I've been told (more like warned...lol)

oh yeah and btw? My cute teacher, on whom I'm crushing? He's still as cute as he was a week ago... lucky me, no? ;) But I have straight As in his classes so yeah... could be worse... I think?

so... I actually went and talked to the head of personel last saturday

and then there is Uni again...

at least like never gets boring like that... and yeah, that's an attempt at sarcasm (the lowest form of humour, I know, get over it *shrug*)

so, the plan was for me to join my parents when they go to Luxemburg from the 3rd to the 16th july... fine, right? apparently not! *sigh* 


God this just sucks big time... I want it to be saturday so I'll know for sure :-/

so... I really am kinda nervous. I mean I'm not really afraid because I know the stuff we went trough but it's more the fact that I have no clue what it's going to be like and I don't wanna dissapoint myself or my parents... My marks were really good up to now, only As and Bs and only one C so it's not about failing the course or whatever, it's just that I want to prove to myself that I can really do this... if that makes any sense at all...

The matter isn't exactly helped by the fact that said midterm is with the proff/teacher I'm crushing on right now... Maybe that's part of my nervousness too, who knows... 

On a happier note, I now talked to my parents and we're going back to luxemburg for two weeks in july... I am so happy, you wouldn't believe :D I mean it's been almost a year since we moved (end of july 2007) and we're going there for the first 2 weeks... I hope I can meet all my friends again and that they're not on holiday when I'm there... that would suck, but right now, I'm just SO happy *beam*

soo... I was kinda absent from livejournal for the last few days and actually i don't really have a reason. I just didn't feel like posting anything eventhough I had plenty to write about... dunno. Uni kept me busy and when I got home, I just needed my daily fix of fanfic and then I was off to bed... crazy I know.lol



And now the more private stuff I guess...

so... I just dled the newest SPN ep and I didn't get very far yet but I just had to say/ask this...

but the scene was just too cute and adorable... anyone with me on that? *smile*